I was awaken this morning by a walky talky hitting my lip. This is not one of those kids toys this is a real walky talking the kind that takes four, count them four, AA batteries.
Ean was just playing but he has a tendency to throw things that shouldn't be thrown. It hurt bad and now I have a cut inside my lip and it is swollen a little. I freaked out, I threw the walky talky too and then cried for about five minutes.
Then to make it even better he wouldn't apologize. I don't think he comprehends the actual act of apologizing. He eventually did say "sorry" but only because he wanted me to get him strawberry milk.
I also, as you can see, have this humugous pimple that has been invading my face for over a week. It originally was just this big red spot covering the tip of my nose. I put hot compresses on it for three days and finally it came to the surface yesterday. Now it is still full of junk and sticking out. I don't wear makeup, usually, so I have to go to special effort to cover it up and I still feel like it is just sticking out and I look like a 17 year old boy.
My hair is also giving me grief. I am trying to grow my hair out but my bangs are too long to do ANYTHING with so everyday they are pulled back or hanging to the side like limp noodles. My hair is also in a weird place. It is too long AND too short. It sits on my shoulders and annoys me, but it is too long to do real cute. So this is my style, ponytail and two bobby pins. REAL PROFESSIONAL!!!
I also have these wispy things that stick out on each side of my head. It is from my hair being pulled back so much. My hair is "fine" so when given any stress it breaks. It is also falling out.
Let's not even talk about my double chin. I had a great week about a month ago. I went to the gym we pay $60/per month to and got a schedule of classes, I studied it and made myself a schedule of which ones I wanted to go to. One per day, four days a week. I went ONE WEEK! Then I got busy one day or had to stay late at work or whatever. Now I haven't been going and my jeans, frankly everything, is fitting me tight again. AAAARRRRGGGHHH!!!!!
There are a lot of other things to list that bug me every second of every minute of every day but I don't EVEN want to go into those right now, like the boys (Ean), the businesses, the fixer uppers, the employees, the bank account, the clutter, because that could take all night.
I am just having one of THOSE days. Usually when a woman feels like this one of two things is happening and it better not be one of them.
4 comments:
Before I read your post I looked at the picture and thought "wow she has amazing eyes"
I didn't even notice the pimple, wispy hairs, bangs, or chin until I went to flikr and read your notes. I hate having "those kind of days" but I think the things like that stick out to us in the mirror more then people looking at us!
Extra hugs to you today
"Beauty is in the eye of the eholder" I see you as beautifull inside and out!
I have three big zits on my nose and have been saying I'm going to lose weight. I see my aunt in less than two weeks who is tiny and hasn't seen me this fat. I can totally relate. But I do agree with Kari about not noticing it. Yeah Rev. Leroy (What a nice comment)
Awwww! We all have bad days, I think you look pretty great in the picture! But brave of you to post a face close up :-)
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